No.Love.For.Me

MOOD: IN BIG SHIT

woke up just then at 5, realising she was late for tutor which starts at 4.30 to 7.30, she runs for the phone and craps her matrix enrolment confimation letter and rapidly types in the first number she sees. Try twice, the phone call kept getting disconnected. She looked again and realised she was typing in her own phone number - FUCK. Fianlly getting through to Matrix Office, after much trouble she told them she was sick. Thanks to the fact she just woke up and was still out of this world, it probaly worked. Now shes sitting here shitting herself, hopefully matrix hadnt called her parents yet and praying to god that her parents don't get home till 8 tonight. If her parents were to somehow find out then she would probaly not be allowed to go to the sleepover quyen's was planning that she was looking forward to. She asked her older bro to help her, but all he goes is "hmmmm" so im like fine whatever don't help me.

All she can do is sit and and pray for forgivness for lying to everyone ><;; she promises she will dedicate herself to her 27hrs of tutor left these holis. So please help her and make sure her parents don't find out and hope they come home after 8.

9:15pm - thank god her parents arnt home yet. She went city to go to the party she wasn't gonna go to. Tagged for dinner, realy awakard cos she didn't kno anyone. Bought jap food to keep her bro's mouth shut and on the way home her dad calls. panic. but he was only asking if i was home yet, phew. But looks like everything went well. THANK YOU! ^^ ill errr try to dedicate myself to the 27hrs of tutor left x)