Not.Giving.Up

when you read the tittle you would think im still not over him, but no fortunally its not about him. But unfortunatly its still something im really really upset about.
Today i went to ask my teacher if i could do 4U math next year. He said no straight off. Cutting me off everytime i tried explaining. Not only was that rude im also really pissed. Uncontrollably i started crying, ALOT! my eyes were red, my nose was red, i had hiccups, my makeup smudged, and i looks ugly -__________- not that im pretty to start off with but anywayz

Since he said i couldn't do it, and since im stubbon, im going back tomorrow to talk to him. This time i wont let him cut me off (hopefully) my brother told me he forgot to tell me to be mentally prepared. Well i wasn't today but i think i am now, i managed to type this without crying, im just angry right now. Im gonna prove to all the people out there im not dumb and that i will try hard in 4U and kick everyone's asses. Ok maybe not EVERYONE but ill do good in it, so i can be like in your face to my teacher later. I regret not deciding to do 4U earlier, leaving it to the end of term is abit to late. My average wasn't that good, but i believe i can accually do it, i mean common, im starting to like complex numbers ;P . so everyone wish me luck, getting into 4U, and lets hope i dun end up in tears again.
So fuck you, Machette im gonna prove to you i can do it so you kiss my ass! >=|

...alright now that i wrote that i HAVE TO get into 4U otherwise ill hide under my blanket in a corner FOREVER ><;;

oh to conclude with some accual good news, i bought the new ipod nano today. It sexy cos its blue xD but with my own money T________________________T