wtf

ok so what the fuck am i suppose to do now?

that certain friend i mentioned before just goes to 'him' and tells him i like him == wtf and yeh the one with the gf already. fucking hell == im over it! he's just the first person i really liked alot sighhh == fuck!
now i look like someone who can't let the past go. or that im playing with him or some shit. i still really hope deep down, that this friend was joking when he told me he talked to him == plus i dun think i can look at him again cos it'll be awkard and weird == fuck!
sighhh!! more problems adding to the ones im already facing ==

yeh ahahaha its been ages since i raged on my blog lmaoooo =)
but looking at my pretty blog cheers me up abit lmao. come to think of it i needa start my software assignment, must do well to get first place again ahahaha. and i needa study abit for english. kinda hard to cos its a listening task but yehhhhh.....oh and i needa finish my essay tonight. ahah yeh the one i said i was suppose to do last night or this morning. well this morning didn't happen lmao i was too tired plus there was roadwork RIGHT OUTSIDE my window == fcking drilling holes in the cement sighhhhhh my house room was shaking -____-;;
i guess thats enough rage for today =) might come back later, if i dun feel like working on my essay ;) ♥ ♥

p.s gl to my rivo babies with their trials ♥ ♥