Friday, December 24, 2010

=D

naww you darlings are soo cute =D thanks for the love my dears =) ahaha xD

well i have alot of things planned for the next few weeks so it'll gey my mind off stuff =)
dad gave me abit of money so time to go shopping on boxing day ;D ahahah nahh ill be good girl and not use it all lmao =D need to save abit for all the outings too ahah =D
anyways did i tell you guys? my cousin from mexico came over to study and is staying with us for awhile. funny thing is, he's full chinese but he can't speak chinese only abit of english but he's fluent in spanish ahaha xD pretty funny. even funnier when my mum tries to communicate with him =D ahaha
anyways its late, need to go buy stuff for christmas party at quyens so im off to bed =)
gdniteswtdrms darlings

Thursday, December 23, 2010

confused. + abit of rambling

Despite being in the 21st century, do you really think girls and guys can be best friends? ahahaha not trying to be old fashion here, but seriously? its always the case where one ends up liking the other one or they both like each other =\ . Or when you're best friends with someone, and their attention gets taken away by other people, makes you feel sad ahaha. hmm im gonna stop rambling ahaha all this shit sounds too mushy lmaoo =D

but yeh =( these days, something always feels strange =\ like im missing something D; but i dunno what....and i've been feeling lonely these days and i don't kno why =( right now i feel like being hugged ahahah xP
oh and remember me telling you guys, im cursed in romance? the curse is still here AHAHAH ;D

maybe its cos of that, that im feeling strange ahaha or maybe cos i have no future lmao dun even kno if ill get into my course or not =( and besides my course i want now, i don't kno what else i wanna do....ppl are saying, 'just get into uni first, then decide' but wats the point in going uni if you get into a course that isn't going to get you anywhere? =( anyways im looking at transferring but its really hard, so its pretty much like hsc all over again D; oh boy...
AHHHH i need a hug =( im off now darlings
gdnites swtdrms

Sunday, December 19, 2010

=)

hello darlings =) im back again ahaha
quick blog before im off to bed =) nothing much has been happening these days...except me being bad girl and going home at 2am >< woops keke
yeshhh i've been thinking about what to do in uni the past few days, at first i was considering trying for my course which was high 90s but i don't want to risk it, so i may just go for science straight up. But then my friend told me what would i do if i couldn't transfer? he said it's harder at usyd D; yeshh im in deep shit if i can't transfer. i honestly don't know what else to do =( sighhh

oh that feeling came back, you know when you just feel like something's wrong but you don't know what it is, yeh happening to me now, i have so much running through my head =( my future and current personal life sighhh =( can't say life sucks right now but its not the best either =(

realised what a depressing blog this is ahahah xD im not depressed...=D
OMFG I STILL HAVE NOT FOUND A JOB D: NO ONE WANTS ME T_________T
ahaha kind of reminds me of how these days my dad's been asking if i have a bf cos i've been staying out late lmao but i just tell him no one wants you're daugther ;D ahahah yeshh they seem surprised when i say i don't have a bf yet they oppose to one at the same time? strange strange parents ahaha anyawyz its almost 6, i should be off to bed ;D so i shall go off to bed keke

gdniteswtdrms dears
p.s i havnt been blogging about what i've been doing these days cos i really cbf about it ahahaha but mostly its the usual, city, karaoke, pool, occasional parties + alki but thats about it =) dw im a responsible girl =D so yeh ahahah

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Thursday, December 16, 2010

Been awhile....

So it's been awhile since I blogged and I have come back at a crucial time, yes the results are out.
So the results for the exams came out yesterday, I thought I did alright but I knew it wasn't going to get in into the 90s. So I stayed up with a few friends for the results, which was fun cos I had friends to accompany me.

Today the atar results came out, I had already prepared myself for 80s but deep down I hoped for a 90 oh YEHH. The final results were high 80s, at least I beat my bro Ahaha but that's not gonna stop him from giving me shit about my previous cocky attitude of 'I'll get 90'. Yes I am quite disappointed in myself sigh oh well reality is reality, cant change my results now. Even if I went back to do the exams all over again I don't think I would have done much better.

Ahaha Now back to sleep :) going out with Quyen later to eat away our depression like always :) I may be back later. Toodles my darlings. To all the HSC students out there. Don't be too sad about if results :) it's not the end of the world. :D

Monday, November 22, 2010

=)

wow its been ages since i've blogged ahaha
been lazy xD and busy..kinda ahahah was out almost everyday since hsc ended so i've been pretty tired, but right now im having like 3 days break ahahah xD im soo poor noww =( and no one wants me sighhh, i fully signed up for soo many jobsss =( i just hope they're not calling home phone cos the home phone isn't alawys connected and no one picks it up anywayz ><;; sighhhhh
my skin started breaking out again >< guess its from all the makeup for partying and shit sighhhhh gonna take a break from makeup ahaha going out again on wed but thats swimming so no need for makeup lmaooo xD its a indoor pool so at least i wont tan ahah bbut ima gonna hit the beaches soon =) alot of ppl are on holidays so i guess its mostly just me and quyen lmaoo we're both desperately looking for jobsss D;
so these days besides going out, i've been playing maple story! aaha yehh i knooo....lame yeh? but its addictive ;D and watching dramas which is pretty typical ahahah
life has been fun lmaoo but i feel abit empty cosss i have no more goals to work towards since school is finished ><;; i dun really want my results, i think im prob gonna get like a 85 sighhhhh thats soo depressing T_T anyways just a quick update before im off again =)
toodles darlingsss =) until next time <3

Saturday, November 13, 2010

tired =(

so formal was last night ahaha it was pretty fun. the place was alright but the food was shit...as usual.
..the photos are horrible! photos really do make u look 10 pounds fatter...or maybe i am that fat just i choose not to believe it...sighhhh =[
so after formal we went to the house we booked in stanmore. at first it was alright...didn't drink much, maybe like half a bottle of cruiser and a shot, so i was fine, turned abit red but i didn't feel the alki so yeh...but then it all went downhill when the police came about noise complain, my friend who organised it, is running around the house telling everyone to shut up and stuff. Cops came twice that night, my friend was pretty much passed out from alki and stress so i ended up going around telling everyone to be quiet sighhh. AND there was vomit everywhere arghhh.
at one point i couldnt even go outside cos it smelt sooo bad, felt like throwing up myself too =[
aahh but two of my friends stayed at maccas all night lmaooo xD maccas was like 5 mins away and it was 24hrs so we went for a few 'maccas run' ahahaha
then around 4ish, we decided to sleep on the floor in the living room cos the room we were planning to sleep in, smelt like vomit =(
at least it was hot during the night so we didn't need blankets but some of the boys stayed up all night ahaha i only got about 2 hours sleeep so yehh. then 2 of my friends went back to my house to get there shit, and they ended up sleeping on my bed so i pulled a mat out and slept on the floor for like 2 hours ahaha then i slept another 10 after they left xD
but yeh formal was pretty fun, its a party so ppl are bound to get drunk lmaoo we left early so we didn't havta clean up the vomit, and as usual i ended up cooking some food for everyone ahaha at least this time i wasnt one of the ones who was 'passed' out lmaoo

Tuesday, November 9, 2010

=)

so i finally found a dress for formal ahaha
once i go buy a clutch and accessories tomorrow ima all set =)
got my formal dress for $159 and two other dresses together for $110 ahaha xD thats alright
since im almost over my $400 budget i havta wear the same shoes D; maybe i can borrow some off quyen ;D keke

im excited about formal lmaooo ima gonan stop eating till thurs cos my dress is a tight fitting one D; so i dun want a food baby LMAO

i dun have much more to sayyy =) just happy i was able to get 3 dresses in time ;D

oh an we're signing out tomorrow =) ahaha means we'll never go back D; but yehh i have so much to do before formal, i havta clean my room cos ppl are coming to get ready, get all my books for signout and also experiment on makeup and hair cos im doing it myself D;

Saturday, November 6, 2010

so its over.

well can you believe its over?? Ahaha hasn't really sunk in for me :( been meaning to blog for awhile but never got around to it. Currently blogging on the bus to top ryde to go formal dress shopping...yes I have not got my dress and formal is next thurs...oh boy D; , mum gave me $400 as formal budget so hopefully I can find something, but I also needa get 2 more dresses for rivo formal and cruise :( ill cut down by wearing the shoes I got for my birthday and use the same clutch for all three Ahaha XD

So Hsc....i dun really care about my marks anymore sigh I gave up tryna get a 90 :@ even my parents don't think I will...oh well Ahah hopefully ill still get into uni :(

Sighh have heaps planned but realised I dun have time D; well I tried apply for jobs but they havnt called back so I guess I didn't get the job. But its only been 3 days so yeh... Hopefully I get one, otherwise ill have no money since i won't get $1000 from dad unless I get 90+ :(

Sighh why's the weather so gloomy :( its suppose to be spring! Stupid sun, come out :( I dun have much to write. I might come back later tonight and tell you guys if I've found a formal dress or not :) toodles darlings :)