confused. + abit of rambling

Despite being in the 21st century, do you really think girls and guys can be best friends? ahahaha not trying to be old fashion here, but seriously? its always the case where one ends up liking the other one or they both like each other =\ . Or when you're best friends with someone, and their attention gets taken away by other people, makes you feel sad ahaha. hmm im gonna stop rambling ahaha all this shit sounds too mushy lmaoo =D

but yeh =( these days, something always feels strange =\ like im missing something D; but i dunno what....and i've been feeling lonely these days and i don't kno why =( right now i feel like being hugged ahahah xP
oh and remember me telling you guys, im cursed in romance? the curse is still here AHAHAH ;D

maybe its cos of that, that im feeling strange ahaha or maybe cos i have no future lmao dun even kno if ill get into my course or not =( and besides my course i want now, i don't kno what else i wanna do....ppl are saying, 'just get into uni first, then decide' but wats the point in going uni if you get into a course that isn't going to get you anywhere? =( anyways im looking at transferring but its really hard, so its pretty much like hsc all over again D; oh boy...
AHHHH i need a hug =( im off now darlings
gdnites swtdrms ♥♥