being a bitch

just got home from tutor and sushi train ehehehehehe with aully and jesse ahaha we were such fatties, after sushi train we walked into the cafe next to it to eat ice cream lmaoo
green tea + oreo cookies ice cream = ♥ ♥ ♥ + =)

but yeh so some people have been pissing me off quite abit these days sighhhhh

What pisses me off.
- people who diss you about something then goes and does it themselves
- people who contradict themselves
- people who tell you half of something then tell don't tell you the rest.
- people who are fake

thats all i can think of right now ahaha
but then again these days, i've been in a grumpy mood, must be the lack of sleep, freetime and too much tutor + hw D=

all these grumpiness and stress must be making me eat lot ahaha been spending like almost $20-$30 on food a week ><;; ehehe and its not even hsc yet! ima gonna be one fatty during that time ;D so yeh guess i have to go off and do my hw sighhhh needa sleep early tonight cos im going out to eat yet again tomorrow with aully ahahaha love that girl ♥ she's also the one who makes me pig out ;D misunderstandings causes more misundestandings. and not accepting someone's apology, who was willing to admit to wat they did wrong isn't helping either.psh childish you say? you're the one being immature about all this i said my sorry so i think im missing yours.
wants to fucking rage too

dizy

so today i found out i was the sleepy drunk lmaooo
and no i wasn't drunk just tipsy but i kept yawning lol
aahahha maybe drinking it all in one go on a empty stomach was a bad idea LMAO
i blame crystal hmph she made me drink it all in one go ><;;

but yeh i also discovered i play pool better when im tispy LMAOOO btw this post might not make sense, still not really thinking straight LMAO

yeh i have tutor hw due tomorrow too ahahah can;'t think right now so think i might go to sleep early and do it tomorrow morning, which i doubt ill wake up xP

so yeh toodles darlings
gdniteswtdrms <3

notitle

im bored =( someone talk to me ><;; my msn is so inactive these days cos im too much of a loner that no one talks to me LMAOO T_____________T i shall cry in my corner ahahah

plus these days have been shit for me sighhhh cheer me up? <3

anywayz i should be off to bed =) toodles darlings
gdnitesss

p.s we all kno im not off to bed LMAO everytime i say 'im off to bed' its normally like 1 hr later ;D but shhhhh

lalalala

yet again i hear more rumors about me sighhhhhhhhhhh i kinda kno where it starts and it makes me sad cos i hope that my assumptions are wrong but yehhh....

sighh sometimes i wish i was a boy, they have a easy life LMAO. then can have a punch on to solve something and be friends the next day again. PLUS they dun bring it back up. then again girls arnt girls if they dun gossip. cos thats just how we all, just some more then others LMAO

cannot wait till i finish high school sighhhhhh

OMGMGGGGMGMG atm im soooo hungry =( but i can't eat cos ill get fat, and i've brushed my teeth already =( buhhh there's so many snacks in the cupboard =( the relatives who stayed over bought us heaps as a thank you gift =( and i wont be home tomorrow cos of tutor, so my bro and his friend whos staying over will eat it all~~~ T________________________________T

ahaha dun wanna go tutor =( but i must endure lmao think this is my last holis of tutor everyday ;D .....shit i still have one more tutor everyday during the holis before hsc =( just asked my bro T___T

anywayz think i should be off to bed ahahahah buhhh its cold, i need something warm to hug =(

sighhhhhhh ill stick to my teddy and electric blanket LMAOO
toodles darlings
gdniteswtdrms =)

p.s realised i've been blogging often nowdays =)

SAVE ME

sighh im all sore from camping on the floor in my bro's room D=
and to make it worst, his room smells like something died in there.

and to make it worst, he closed off everything cos the heater is on, and he farts every 10 minutes T__________T im about to die sighhhh

luckily i get to move back to my room tomorrow eheheheh currently i feel like eating something but then ill get fat lmao. speaking of food the cheesecake i made turned out all right, but i was soo stupid, i put more of one ingredient and forgot to increase the amount of other ingredients to keep it proportional sighhhhh but yehh its edible =)

anywayz ima going to shower now. and i need to go to the toilet real bad LMAO been holding it in cos i couldnt be bothered moving from my temporarily bed on the ground plus im also too sore to move, ok i guess that was too much info. ahahhah

toodles <3

=)

so we can cross toy story off my list since i went to watch it today with honey and sakura. ahahah it was pretty funny for those who watched it...we screamed out heads off when the monkey toy turned around as they were trying to capture it. and screamed again when the baby turned its head =( one bad thing about watching toy story is that its scary...i have so many toys in my room =( but then again i loveeeeee them every much so they wont attack me =D

so yeh we didn't do much. went to watch toy story, then went pool. ahahah damn i sucked today. i kept getting the white ball in every turn =( and after pool met up with crystal and we didn't do much lmao bummed around waiting for a certain loser to come and just sat in easyway....

sighhhh we have some relative i've never met come over from china, so i had to give them my room and camp on the floor in my bros room. guess whos freezing their ass off tonight?

AHAHAH oh yeh my bro is so whipped, he downloaded New Moon for his gf cos she asked LMAOOO and he was just watching bits of it and kept asking what was happening ehehehe

All Cheered Up

ehehehe went driving again~~ cheered me up from yesterday =)

went with mum this time to go woolies. it was scarier with her because she was shitting herself and making me panic LMAO since we went really late, the car park was empty so i was just going around practicing parking....epic fail xD
ahaha yeh then we went around roundabouts again lmao and practiced U-turning. =) soooo funnn~~~~
ahahaha daddy's birthday tomorrow so im off to make another cheesecake =)
toodles

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so wat am i suppose to do now? rumors about me are spreading, and im told half the story but not the other half. yeh im not the nicest girl out there, but it stilll makes me sad to hear these rumors being made up. i can't solve it if i don't kno who started it. and yeh i've changed since i moved schools so what?, when you are with a new group, isn't it natural that you try to fit in? its hard when you dun quite fit in with your new group, because they've been with each other for years, and you don't fit in with your old group cos you dun see them anymore.

so one of the rumors going around is that im telling people not to go to a certain friend's party because im not going. i don't kno how these rumors started, and i don't recall saying that, maybe what i said was interpret in a wrong way, but all i said was that it was really expensive and right now i don't have the money to pay for something so expensive. If i actually forked up the money for this party, i would rather spend it on something that i've been waiting to buy. I have tutor that day anywayz so its not like i could go, but i was planning to drop by at the beginning so that i could give her present to her, but i can't now, cos im apparently telling not to go to the party.

someone told me that i shouldnt worry about it, but its easier said then done.
and someone told me to stay out of trouble. how am i suppose to stay out of fucking trouble if i don't even kno what trouble im in.

publising this blog could cause more rumors and trouble for me because people would probably think im looking for attention, but its hard to hold in and i can't tell anyone in any of my two groups cos it'll prob spread around and cause more rumors. then again i don't kno who reads this blog. so either way more rumors are going to start. i cannot fucking wait till i finish HSC. what a waste of tears.