hello again :)

so my blog has been delayed by 1 week since i got back from port stephens. i suppose i should of made a update when i got back but i've just been too lazy ahahah

so i have good news and bad news and more rants xP
good news is i got to keep my job at myer, so it means for the mean time, im still employed ahaha which is good :) although i should really try for like woolies or coles, spend less money that way, i spend so much working at myer, cos i get to see the first sale offers and get my staff discount on top of that lmao. also i got my timetable today, relatively happy about it, expect for my 8am starts on mondays, wish i was able to change it earlier, by the time i got home from work to customise it, i was still stuck with a 8-6 day on mondays. but overall, my longest break is 3 hrs, which is good considering last sem i had like 6 hour breaks sometimes. now that was shit. im also looking forward to starting uni again, got nothing better to do. also makes me get out of the house so i have a excuse to go to the gym ahaha xP

here comes the bad news, well for me, what happens when your best friend tells you shes moving away 2 days before she leaves? during the 2nd last day at port stephens she told me she was going ANU to study (which is in canberra), i was really sad when she told me, cos she had thought about it for awhile, and she was leaving for vietnam the day after we got back from ps, which mean i pretty much wasn't going to see her again, until the easter breaks. At first i tried to convince her not to go and i started crying, which was the reason she didnt want to tell me, cos it would make it harder for her to leave. i felt a sudden stab of guilt, wishing i had been nicer to her during the week we were up at port stephens. But i know its selfish of me to try convince her not to go, its her life, and i guess she can always come back during holidays or i go up to her. Plus she really needs to get away from sydney so i told her to go, and that i would be fine without her since we barely even saw eachother when during uni last year anyways. Only difference is she isn't a phone call away now, cant meet up with her when im sad, lonely or happy about something. i just hope she doesn't eat instant noodles everyday or something, the girl doesn't know how to cook and here she is moving out by herself. so worried about her ahahah shes at the age where she should be able to start looking after herself anyways :) guess ill have to rant and reply more on my blog now ahahah. With her leaving, i feel like im even more deperate to get a bf now ahaha xP so im not that lonely when she leaves. sigh my sad lonely life LMAO

ohhh and my port stephens trip :) it was fun ahaah, i was pretty much the only one who stayed sober and un-stoned. now they all call me 'mum' since i was looking after them ahaha. so i have more 'children' now, not like i didn't have enough before. we had 10 people in our house and our other group of friends had 8, the cool thing was their house was on the same street as us, so it was only a 1minute drive to get to their place ahaha the weather wasn't exactly shit, sunny during the morning and day, then cloudy towards the evening, which was good cos i didn't want to get sunburnt or turn like 5 shades darker xP funny cos me and my friend brough a massive umbrella and if we werent in the water we were under it ahaha xP being pretty much the only girls from the trip, we cared about our skin alot more then the boys ahaha on the way back, my car overheated, so we had to stop at a friends place and refil the water + let it cool down. pretty funny experience ahaha, full had the car rolling on neutral whenever we could to avoid heating it up more. OHHHH and also my friend taught me how to drive manual, i have the basics, just need to get the hang of it now, and do it smoothly.

im planning to get a manual car since they're cheaper and more fuel efficient, but i have to wait till i get my green Ps, which is in june so yeah. right now im car hunting although im set on getting a mazda 3 sedan, sp25 would have been my ideal choice but its still pretty expensive for a 2nd hand one, so i guess that leaves neo or sp23. either way mazda 3 sedan in gunmetal ♥♥

group picture - minus a friend who was knocked out at home xP

think ill call it a night, plan is to craw into bed and watch family outing :) havnt written a blog this long in awhile, gonna publish it before i lost it all xP happened before ahahah
so goodnights my dears :) see you next time :D