Unwanted situation

So recently I have found someone to add to my life. Guess things are goin great for us, but sometimes I can't help but feel insecure being with him. I guess it hasn't been that long since I've been with him so I should really give it more time but the fact that we starting our relationship not long after we met each for the first time makes me feel abit worried that it'll end just as fast. I admit I am abit of the jealous type, and he personally has alot of female friends that he's close to...guess I can't really say anything about that since I generally get along with guys more and probably have more close guy friends then girls. Sigh guess I worry too much. I don't want to be seen as a over jealous girlfriend either :(

It's just been awhile since I found someone that I can open up to but I'm abit scared that it'll end badly like the previously with 'him'. I have to admit that my feelings right now arn't as strong as the feelings I had for 'him' but it's getting there hence why I'm scared to open up completely. Generally it isn't something I worry about daily, but it's a thought that comes up when I'm alone and thinking ahaha

Guess I should really leave this to time. I know it's unfair of me to not trust him completely but expect all of he's trust from him. Well if it ends badly, I guess it'll just be added to my book of experiences but I can't say I'll be able to open up to anyone again. But hey, maybe it will end well. :)


Just another rant written by the bored me on the way home from uni haha
Goodbye darlings :) until next time <3