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shout out to the losers who read my blog but don't leave a comment.
YOU'RE GAY!
you kno who you are :)
had a fun time reminiscing over old memories with you guys <3

desperate for advice

why do i feel like im in a realationship that is more phsyical then emotional? no i dont' mean to that extreme but he's constantly telling how much he misses me via 'texts' yet he doesn't reply to my texts when i suggest to meet up. I feel like i constantly have to stand aside to make way for him, and thats not my ideal relationship. But i don't want to let him go =( its only been like 2 weeks, is it too early to give up? should i wait it out abit more.

I can't help but think im constantly thinking about him more then he does about me and i mean genuinely, not just in 'words'. sigh why are you guys always like that? you sweet talk a girl into finally trusting you, then you start backing off? == i have lost faith in you men. no im not going to turn lesbian but ARGHHHHH #)(*%KLJSFLK)#TET rage ==

there seems to be more cons then pros in this relationship, maybe i should give up early, before it causes more damage to me. sigh any advice dears?

Unwanted situation

So recently I have found someone to add to my life. Guess things are goin great for us, but sometimes I can't help but feel insecure being with him. I guess it hasn't been that long since I've been with him so I should really give it more time but the fact that we starting our relationship not long after we met each for the first time makes me feel abit worried that it'll end just as fast. I admit I am abit of the jealous type, and he personally has alot of female friends that he's close to...guess I can't really say anything about that since I generally get along with guys more and probably have more close guy friends then girls. Sigh guess I worry too much. I don't want to be seen as a over jealous girlfriend either :(

It's just been awhile since I found someone that I can open up to but I'm abit scared that it'll end badly like the previously with 'him'. I have to admit that my feelings right now arn't as strong as the feelings I had for 'him' but it's getting there hence why I'm scared to open up completely. Generally it isn't something I worry about daily, but it's a thought that comes up when I'm alone and thinking ahaha

Guess I should really leave this to time. I know it's unfair of me to not trust him completely but expect all of he's trust from him. Well if it ends badly, I guess it'll just be added to my book of experiences but I can't say I'll be able to open up to anyone again. But hey, maybe it will end well. :)


Just another rant written by the bored me on the way home from uni haha
Goodbye darlings :) until next time <3

ROFL situation

awkard moment when you call you're bf and he picks up and tells you he's in the shower... aahahah xP

Hello darlings =)

here once again to procastinate cos i don't wanna do my group assignment ahaha xP cannot wait til its over tomorrowww D; except i dunno if my public speaking skills are up to scratch =( sighhhhh good thing i don't have a big part (y) ahaha hope everything goes well tomorrow =) we're incooperating a role play into our presentation. 25mins doesn't sound enough if you think about it >< sighhhh back to workkk

goodnightsswtdrmsss

...oh boy now he's singing lmao xP

i wonder...

over these days i can't help but wonder...why me? ahahah
out of everyone, why me?
im not saying i have completely no self esteem but i can't help but wonder D;
and i hate that feeling when you wanna text, hug, call, see a certain someone but know you can't =( SIGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

AND OMGGG dying from group assignment and extra days of work doesn't help at ALLLLLLLLL =( maybe i should stop procastinating......NAH! x)


ahaha shortblog. but thats all i have on my mind now, update you dears when the time comes :)

BTW FIRST BLOG AS A 18-ER xP keke