hello to you too =)

ahaha sooo....well.......you see.........i slept in and didn't go to school xP

ahahah well i only had two periods, jap and eng, but apprently my friend said yesterday, our eng teacher wasn't coming today so i would have left after jap anywayz

ehehehehehe

but yehhh i slept in ahahah well i woke up at 8:15 and was like fuck it and went back to sleep lmao. then i kept sleeping till 1pm, got up, changed out of my pjs, ninja-ed it into the

bathroom without waking up my parents and made it look like i went to school, came home, took a nap and woke up ahahah
am i good or what? ;D

well i feel kinda baddd....but it was only jap ahahah our new teacher is good but sometimes shes slow. we take a whole lesson to explain one assesment and its like =\ can we go some actual work? ahahah

yehhh eating cherry tomatos and drinking tea~~~ ahhhh the life~~ ahahaha going to watch a drama before i get down to hard core studying ;P

i may be back kiddies ahaha but for now toodlesss <3

10:28pm - hello darlings im back =) ahah so i didn't do anything today lmaooo hardcore studying can wait till tomorrow =)

so ill continue my story from last time.
lala wants to talk to dondon but doesn't know how to start the conversation. lala told herself before that she would not get too deep before she knew it was safe to. But doesn't look like lala stuck to her words...
ahaha so any ideas to what lala can do? ;D

right now im on omgpop ahahah so addictive mannn ;D been playing pool and i lost so much money today =( besides that, the only other thing i've done today is talk to babe ahaha who managed to stay in bed the whole day == lazy bum! oh i also did some online shopping ehehe dragged my bro in as well cos im using his paypal so he ended up buying stuff as well lmao lets hope he forgets that i owe him money ehehehehehehe yehh i have nothing else interesting to report ahaha ><;;
think thats all for tonight. =)

gdnites darlings ahaha no im not going to sleep yet ;P

=)

ahah heyy darlingsss i was suppose to blog earlier but i came home around 5 and was in my bro's room playing build-a-lot on his iphone, before i knew it, it was 12 AHAHAh then his friend randomly came over so we were just watching racing movies ;D too bad i have schooll tomorrow =(

anywayz so umat was today, the questions were so different then the ones i was prepared for, there were so many more questions and i didn't finish the last 10 or so on section 1 and 3, so i had to guess. section 2, the one i was least confident about, seemed easier and i finished right on time so thats good i guess. then we went to buy coffee. SHITTEST LATTE EVER! no milk OR coffee taste, just tasted like bitter water. then i got motion sickness on the train and felt like throwing up the rest of the day =( maybe cos i drank it on a empty stomach too D= so yeh i rushed back to school for jap trials but i forgot to bring an umbrella so i was soaking wet by the time i got to school T____T so jap was ok, there were a few questions i couldnt answer or got wrong so ill prob be happy with a 10/15 =\ its only 5% i guess.

so yeh nothing much happened after that ahahah for once i didn't spend time on my comp and instead was in my bros room playing his iphone eheheh ><;; dun think im sleeping tonight either D=

so yeh i should be off now =) and errr go to sleep.....ehehehehehe

toodles darlings <3

ehehe

this is the influence of crystal and jennn mummy
ahaha wanna hear my story? ;D

lala likes dondon but fefe thinks, dondon likes nana AHAHAH only crystal and jen will get that ;P dunno why but reminds me of teletubbies xP
keke yehh we were having quite abit of fun jking around in city today ahah then a bus full of hot white private school boys drove past us and they were... ;D ahaha crystal went red as usual xP


anywayz i should be off to tutor =) might not come back cos i needa sleep early today since i havta wake up at 6 tomorrow (p.s anytime before 7am does not exist in stella's time frame), which i doubt ill wake up, yehh its for umat test D= then i havta rush back to school and do jap trials
so after tutor ima gonna havta shower + dinner + squeeze in a bit of last minute studyingg then go sleep early. so no time for my baby computer D=

gd bye darlingss until tomorrowww~~ when i report my failures ahaha <3

9:24pm hello darlings i am back ahahaha just finished dinner and is not currently enjoying my chattime hawaii fruit tea that i saved eheheheh should be studying, well i kinda amm, talking to eric in jap so thats pretty good xP
so yeh i should be going now darlingsss~~ <3

toodles again

ehehe

ahah today was an alright dayy =)
got our jerserysss xD ahah they're alright, but since they're baseball jacketss, we look american ahahaha my friend was like we should learn the Oh dance by snsd and record a video for it lmao ahaha
yehhh didn't go muchh, english we had a assembly first period so we only had half a period then we had sdd ahaha some loser who was sitting next to me wouldnt do his work xD and just started drawing pictures ehehehehe
then i had a free, did abit of mathsss =)
and then math after lunch and since we finished the course, we're just doing past papers, got a whole booklet with past catholic papers which is good helppp~~`
then we had jap arvo, did nothing but dicuss the excursion half of us went to, and speaking techniques sighh so nervousss, umat on wed and then jap trials =(

got our trial timetables today =\ they're ok
9.08 - 9am Advance English Paper 1 (also daddy bennn's birthday <3 d=" fuck" d=" gonna"><;;

ahah thats all i have for now, gonna study abit of jap then off to bed for meee =)

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do you see me...

sighhhh

6:27pm - hello darlingsss~~ ahaha woke up at 5pm today ><;; ehehehehehe i was tireddd~~~~~~~~~~~~~ lmaoo now its raining really hard =( hope it stops raining tomorrowwww =( i should start studying considering my umat and jap speaking is next weddd but yehhh maybe i start math firstt, can't exactly study for umat ehehehe thats all for nowww, i might come back later =) p.s Tommy is a loserrr =) 11:48pm - came back to chat just before im off to bed =) ahaha so i didn't go much in the past..wat?...5 hrs ahaha watched a movie and did some math....well more like 2 questions of mathh ahaha ima gonna die in 3hr examss =( since i have a short attention spam =( anywayz trying to sleep early nowdays so i guess befoe 12 is still pretty good rightt? x) packing my bagss now =)

so gdnitesswtdrmss darlings♥♥

it wasn't me~~~ ;D

p.s im hungry D= ahaha like alwayss

=\

sighh didn't do much todayy. went to some private school in north sydney for a jap excursion then drove my mum to aldi.

been having breakdowns thinking about hsc these dayss =( and just a convo with my friend and bursted out crying when we started talking about our parentss =( soo saddd T______T


could really use a cup of tea right now. and a hug.

p.s darlingsss treasure what you haveee and never take for granted..

(=

hellooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo thereeeeee =)

ahaha did english todayyy =) somehow i ended up writting more then i intended to and in less time, weridddd o_O

yeh didn't do much, had tutor, but i was soo pissed =( didn't have money on me today so i couldnt go 7/11 =( by the time i got home to get my tutor stuff and money everything was sold out alreadyyy at stratty =( sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ahaha so yehhh i had tutor, nothing special ahaha

but i think my wifey's cheating on me ahahaha she never answers my calls nowdays and when she does shes sleeping cos shes tired....wonder whos keeping her up all nighttt cos it aint me ;D lmaooo

ahaha ill share a awkard and embrassing moment with you guys. ahaha you guys may not know, but the best feature i like on someone is their eyes ><;; ahaha so yehh when i encounter someone with pretty eyes, i can't help but stare, but that looks awkward cos im staring right into them ahahahah and that moment when u quickly look away cos they notice and stare backk ahahah soo embrassing lmaoooo ><;;

ehehe so thats all i have for today babies =)
im off to bed soon ahaha well maybe..........my bro coming back from snow tonight and i wanna go pick him up but his not back till like 1am or something =(
so for now, gdniteswtdrmsss darlingsss <3<3
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you're smile is contagious

(=

so turns out i get an extra day to prepare for english ahaha everyone thought it was today (wed) but turns out its tomorrow (thurs) lmaoo
just went driving ehehe again the cityyyy
man im soo addicted but like i would have failed instantly if i was going for my Ps cos i ran a kerb ahahaha yehhh mybadddd
but luckly there was no cars around ahaha. my mum said im a reckless driver and that she wouldnt let me drive alone even if i got my Ps....yeh i guess, ahaha considering i was kindaaaa drink driving when i was driving back from quyen's house ><;; but srs! i was sober! ahaha just might have still been in my system, luckly cops didn't pull me over lmaooo

so yeh going to shower and memories abit more english and im set to go ahahahahah

OMMGG i realised i have UMAT and jap speaking trials next week =(

D=

yet again thought she would annouce that she is FUCKED FOR ENGLISH D=
so yeh shes pulling an all nighter tonight to get it finish since she just remebered she has tutor tomorrow and wont be home till late. OMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMGGGGGGGGGGGG

english can go die in a hole bitch.

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somewhere between our long talks and making fun of each other, i fell for you

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yessssss im raging ahahaha is sooooo screwwweeeeddddddddddddd for english sighhhh

the speeches are soooooo long annnddd the essay question is @$!#$#@$ sighhh

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fuck hsc.

pointless

sighh didn't do muh today =(

Babe came over and we were suppose to do something more productive, but it was too cold so we just turned on my electric blanket and stayed in bed ahahah
but she was soo mean, stole my teddy, rolled herself up in the blanket so i was left with none AND kicked me in the ass so i rolled off the bed ==

yehh then a friend asked us out at like 6pm to go out for dinner in burwood. ahah we felt kinda bad cos we only stayed there for like half an hour since babe had to go home =( and she made me catch the train with her to stratty which i ended up missing my own train T___T so yehhh

ahaha we were talking about the bet we made before with formal and pool lmao
shes really sure that at least one person will ask me out to formal so she made it loser shouts 2hrs pool instead of one lmaooo well she better start saving ;D cos im pretty sure ill win anywayz =)

toodles darlings =)

=)

ahaha so yesterday we all went to quyen's house. but it was a pity i couldnt sleep over =( pretty stupid cos my rentz picked me up at 3:3am == but at least i got to drive home ahaha

so yeh, people who went were annabelle, sakura and moira. at the start of the day, we promised quyen's little sister we would go bowling so we went to the game centre again to play. running around like little kids, ahahah and then SOME girls decided to be imature, started screwing up each others turns, quyen was holding sakura down while moira was trying to roll the ball down the gutter for sakura's turn sighhhhh. pretty funny tho. and then some bitch lady on the lane next to us wouldn't let us share that slide thingo for the ball, she was like well my kids have been using it for 2hrs and if i let u use it as well then when my kid is waiting for a turn wat am i suppose to tell her? and we were like fucking bitch but of course not to her lmao since her kids were around. So i walked like 7 lanes before i found a slide that wasn't being used, but the ppl on the other side of us decide to steal it == so i had to go get another one, looking like a idiot walking down the room holding a slide thing. after that me and quyen went to buy some alcohol but the stupid FUCKING BITCH wouldnt let us cos she wanted my id too == so we had to trek it all the way to cabra again to get it, sighhhh

so we got this sparkling wine and 8 bottles of some other stuff that i can't remember the name. we drank the wine first, mixed with pespi and tonic water ahaha then i turned red lmaoo, so we went to play murder in the dark, SOOO funny ahahahaha everyone trying to push everyone, pushing the couch out and running around it as we were getting chased xD so after that we watched a movie to get quyen's sister to sleep, we watched A team, the movie i wanted to watch but i was tipsy so i fell asleep =(

after that we went to the living room and started playing blackjack and cheat to see who drinks ahahaha it was sooo fun. but i didn't drink cos my rentz were gonna pick me up plus i was gonna drive so yeh. it was funny watching everyone get drunk tho lmaoo, quyen and moira had to plya scissors, paper, rock and they kept putting out rock for like 8 rounds == even tho half way we changed it to 'rock, paper, scissors' to see if it worked lmaoo. so my penalty for losing was getting flicked on the forehead, ahaha and quyen was like it really hurts and was gonan try it on sakura, so she said 'close your eyes, you can feel me coming' and we all started cracking up and quyen's like '....huh??' then started laughing like 10 secs after lmao

yeh thats about it, quyens over now to finish the softtoy we started making ahaha
toodles

><;;

so i didn't do much today ahaha besides tutor and all lmaoo
then went over to aunts house cos it was my cousins birthday
mum didn't wanna cook dinner and they were having a BBQ so its all good LMAOO

then i drove my older cousin back to city OMMMMMMMMMMMMGGGGGGGGGGGGG
i nearly shat myself =( so many god damn cars on anzac bridge
changing lines and shit =( nearly died
FUCKING JAYWALKERS! man they come out of no where == and i almost hit a hummer LMAOOO looks like i had a EXCITING driving session aye? x)
ahaha

yehhh i should do hw =)

so thats it for today
gdniteswtdrms darlings =) <3

=)

so today i spend the day baby sitting lmaoo
met with quyen to go cabra with her cos she had to look after her sister
so we both took her out (= went to a game centre lmaoo
quyen spend $100 on a card to get another $100 free D= shes so rich mannnn
yeh so her little sister was whining about going bowling but we had no money so we were trying to bribe her with other games ahahah she wanted prizes but we didn't have enough tickets ><;;
that was until we got lucky AHAHAH played this roulette thing and won the jackpot LMAO 1000tickets ehehehehehehe

yeh so we didn't do much after that, went her house and watched prince of persia ahaha her little sis feel asleep on us so we couldn't move ><;;


oh yeh yesterday, quyen came my house too xD cos she wanted to make this softtoy thing but didn't have a sewing machine so she came over ahaha
we went lincraft before to buy stuffing OMG they were so big lmao we were carrying 3 bags of stuffing like twice our width ahah the best moment was when quyen got tired waiting for the bus so she decided to sit on one of the bag of stuffing ahaha when she did, the air was coming out and it sounded like she was farting ahaha as she was deflating to the ground =D soo funny everyone gave her werid looks lmaooo yeh but we didn't finish making the toy so shes coming back on saturday to finish ahaha man im seeing her alot
gonna go over to her house again on friday sighhh have no energy to argue with my dad == so ima just gonna get him to pick me up at like 3am or something LMAO xD

i should be off to bed =) goodnights darlings
toodles <3

fking pissed

OMGGG im so fking pissed off at my dad ==
im not allowed to sleep over at quyen's house who lives in fairfield.
while my bro just goes 'im going snow mountains on monday' and they're like 'alright'
what the fuck!? thats so unfair so wat if he has a penis == his just as likely to get rolled pshhh
besides its not like its the first time i've slept over at her house ==
he doesn't give me a good reason while my bro can go to some far place 8hrs away from sydney. ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

so pissed off right now == and its not about age either, cos my bro could go anywhere when he was my age == he sleepover and ppls house all the way and bankstown which is prob just as bad or worst then fairfield and may i say its BOYS AND GIRLSS fuckkk!
they think im gonna get raped or something == when we're not gonna even walk around in fairfield at quyen's house == we're only staying in her house! RWAR im raging right now
and chucking a tantrum == not coming out of my room == sighhhh but im hungry =( should of ate moreeeee =(

bored

so today was another boring dayy sighhhhhh =( did nothing
babe was suppose to come over to use my sewing machine
but babe being babe, didn't wake up in time LMAO as i had suspected
luckly i called her before getting out of bed to get ready. had to call her twice before she picked up cos she slept in ahahaha so typical and i thought i was bad

so today all i've been doing is watching dramas and pigging out in food ahaha
been so boreddddddd~~~~~ im such a loner, no one talks to me no more =( ahaha
i should start hw ahah i tell myself everyday i would start it tomorrow, but when i start watching a drama i cbf AHAHA should stop now aye? ;)

=)

so today was a fun day =)
went to watch karate kid in the morning, it was ok, and i would have wanted to spend more time with the other ppls, but i had to run off to tutor right after =(

then went back to city with crystal and two other friends ahahah went ajisen for dinner. ramennn♥♥ ehehe

afterwards crsytal yet again wanted to drink lmao so she went and got midori and this really pretty blue stuff that was heaps cheappp, and yeh so we were just standing outside dixon house drinking it lmao waiting to play pool ahahah yeh it was pretty funny, cos before quyen told me to do the bartender test with her after we finish hsc, and today i used my future bar tending skills LMAOOO the blue drink needed a bottle opener or something to open lmao so we thought we could drink it, but me being pro (ahaha jksss) i used a ledge to get the cap off, ahaha oh yehhhhh~~~ lmaooo

but i didn't drink much ahaha last time i drank so much i couldnt go home cos i was all red lmaoo crystal was pretty tipsy and the guys kept blaming the alki for doing shit in pool LMAOO

yeh so that was my dayy~ wooooo a weekends break before tutor everyday AGAIN. expect this time at 9:30 ( D= ) to 12:30 sighhh should start some school work in the holis =)

OMGGGGG

AHAHAH OMMGGGG JUST FOUND OUT SOMETHING COOOLLLLL
so yeh apprently RUAN is written as Nguyen in vietnamese which so happens to be the last name of my honey/ BFF ahahaha cool right?
i think its cool ;D (btw for those who dunno, my last name is ruan =) )

my mouth tastes bitter...is the after taste of orange juice suppose to be bitter? if not then i drank off orange juice LMAO think i might get sick now ahahaha

being a bitch

just got home from tutor and sushi train ehehehehehe with aully and jesse ahaha we were such fatties, after sushi train we walked into the cafe next to it to eat ice cream lmaoo
green tea + oreo cookies ice cream = ♥ ♥ ♥ + =)

but yeh so some people have been pissing me off quite abit these days sighhhhh

What pisses me off.
- people who diss you about something then goes and does it themselves
- people who contradict themselves
- people who tell you half of something then tell don't tell you the rest.
- people who are fake

thats all i can think of right now ahaha
but then again these days, i've been in a grumpy mood, must be the lack of sleep, freetime and too much tutor + hw D=

all these grumpiness and stress must be making me eat lot ahaha been spending like almost $20-$30 on food a week ><;; ehehe and its not even hsc yet! ima gonna be one fatty during that time ;D so yeh guess i have to go off and do my hw sighhhh needa sleep early tonight cos im going out to eat yet again tomorrow with aully ahahaha love that girl ♥ she's also the one who makes me pig out ;D misunderstandings causes more misundestandings. and not accepting someone's apology, who was willing to admit to wat they did wrong isn't helping either.psh childish you say? you're the one being immature about all this i said my sorry so i think im missing yours.
wants to fucking rage too

dizy

so today i found out i was the sleepy drunk lmaooo
and no i wasn't drunk just tipsy but i kept yawning lol
aahahha maybe drinking it all in one go on a empty stomach was a bad idea LMAO
i blame crystal hmph she made me drink it all in one go ><;;

but yeh i also discovered i play pool better when im tispy LMAOOO btw this post might not make sense, still not really thinking straight LMAO

yeh i have tutor hw due tomorrow too ahahah can;'t think right now so think i might go to sleep early and do it tomorrow morning, which i doubt ill wake up xP

so yeh toodles darlings
gdniteswtdrms <3

notitle

im bored =( someone talk to me ><;; my msn is so inactive these days cos im too much of a loner that no one talks to me LMAOO T_____________T i shall cry in my corner ahahah

plus these days have been shit for me sighhhh cheer me up? <3

anywayz i should be off to bed =) toodles darlings
gdnitesss

p.s we all kno im not off to bed LMAO everytime i say 'im off to bed' its normally like 1 hr later ;D but shhhhh

lalalala

yet again i hear more rumors about me sighhhhhhhhhhh i kinda kno where it starts and it makes me sad cos i hope that my assumptions are wrong but yehhh....

sighh sometimes i wish i was a boy, they have a easy life LMAO. then can have a punch on to solve something and be friends the next day again. PLUS they dun bring it back up. then again girls arnt girls if they dun gossip. cos thats just how we all, just some more then others LMAO

cannot wait till i finish high school sighhhhhh

OMGMGGGGMGMG atm im soooo hungry =( but i can't eat cos ill get fat, and i've brushed my teeth already =( buhhh there's so many snacks in the cupboard =( the relatives who stayed over bought us heaps as a thank you gift =( and i wont be home tomorrow cos of tutor, so my bro and his friend whos staying over will eat it all~~~ T________________________________T

ahaha dun wanna go tutor =( but i must endure lmao think this is my last holis of tutor everyday ;D .....shit i still have one more tutor everyday during the holis before hsc =( just asked my bro T___T

anywayz think i should be off to bed ahahahah buhhh its cold, i need something warm to hug =(

sighhhhhhh ill stick to my teddy and electric blanket LMAOO
toodles darlings
gdniteswtdrms =)

p.s realised i've been blogging often nowdays =)

SAVE ME

sighh im all sore from camping on the floor in my bro's room D=
and to make it worst, his room smells like something died in there.

and to make it worst, he closed off everything cos the heater is on, and he farts every 10 minutes T__________T im about to die sighhhh

luckily i get to move back to my room tomorrow eheheheh currently i feel like eating something but then ill get fat lmao. speaking of food the cheesecake i made turned out all right, but i was soo stupid, i put more of one ingredient and forgot to increase the amount of other ingredients to keep it proportional sighhhhh but yehh its edible =)

anywayz ima going to shower now. and i need to go to the toilet real bad LMAO been holding it in cos i couldnt be bothered moving from my temporarily bed on the ground plus im also too sore to move, ok i guess that was too much info. ahahhah

toodles <3

=)

so we can cross toy story off my list since i went to watch it today with honey and sakura. ahahah it was pretty funny for those who watched it...we screamed out heads off when the monkey toy turned around as they were trying to capture it. and screamed again when the baby turned its head =( one bad thing about watching toy story is that its scary...i have so many toys in my room =( but then again i loveeeeee them every much so they wont attack me =D

so yeh we didn't do much. went to watch toy story, then went pool. ahahah damn i sucked today. i kept getting the white ball in every turn =( and after pool met up with crystal and we didn't do much lmao bummed around waiting for a certain loser to come and just sat in easyway....

sighhhh we have some relative i've never met come over from china, so i had to give them my room and camp on the floor in my bros room. guess whos freezing their ass off tonight?

AHAHAH oh yeh my bro is so whipped, he downloaded New Moon for his gf cos she asked LMAOOO and he was just watching bits of it and kept asking what was happening ehehehe

All Cheered Up

ehehehe went driving again~~ cheered me up from yesterday =)

went with mum this time to go woolies. it was scarier with her because she was shitting herself and making me panic LMAO since we went really late, the car park was empty so i was just going around practicing parking....epic fail xD
ahaha yeh then we went around roundabouts again lmao and practiced U-turning. =) soooo funnn~~~~
ahahaha daddy's birthday tomorrow so im off to make another cheesecake =)
toodles

...

so wat am i suppose to do now? rumors about me are spreading, and im told half the story but not the other half. yeh im not the nicest girl out there, but it stilll makes me sad to hear these rumors being made up. i can't solve it if i don't kno who started it. and yeh i've changed since i moved schools so what?, when you are with a new group, isn't it natural that you try to fit in? its hard when you dun quite fit in with your new group, because they've been with each other for years, and you don't fit in with your old group cos you dun see them anymore.

so one of the rumors going around is that im telling people not to go to a certain friend's party because im not going. i don't kno how these rumors started, and i don't recall saying that, maybe what i said was interpret in a wrong way, but all i said was that it was really expensive and right now i don't have the money to pay for something so expensive. If i actually forked up the money for this party, i would rather spend it on something that i've been waiting to buy. I have tutor that day anywayz so its not like i could go, but i was planning to drop by at the beginning so that i could give her present to her, but i can't now, cos im apparently telling not to go to the party.

someone told me that i shouldnt worry about it, but its easier said then done.
and someone told me to stay out of trouble. how am i suppose to stay out of fucking trouble if i don't even kno what trouble im in.

publising this blog could cause more rumors and trouble for me because people would probably think im looking for attention, but its hard to hold in and i can't tell anyone in any of my two groups cos it'll prob spread around and cause more rumors. then again i don't kno who reads this blog. so either way more rumors are going to start. i cannot fucking wait till i finish HSC. what a waste of tears.